I am angry. I guess this is what I wanted, but really I feel like I deserve more. I shouldn't have to pull teeth to make you like me, to make you call me. Why do I lie alone in your bed, even though you are right there. Why don't you touch me first? Why don't you ever tell me what you are thinking? You say you aren't confused, but I am confused and a little pissed. I guess I don't want things to be serious either, but I want to feel wanted maybe just a little. I have several options, but they are all too busy or in relationships.
I hate that I am alone and you have someone else. I hate that there is some other girl in your bed. Is that why I am angry about not being called, because I know you are being called?
waiting for my cue.
